Friday, 24 April 2020

LIVING WITH CEREBRAL PALSY

LIVING WITH CEREBRAL PALSY 

Of my condition 
I narely truly complain 
Or talk
But something now
Makes me want to
Open up..

So read me out...

Living the way
I do
Is a challenge 
To say the least 
And am putting it
Politely...

Seriously though 
I am like a
Snail 
In a shell
My mind tells my body
To behave 
But it listens not
Thereby creating 
Physical movements so grave!

I have a voice
And am grateful 
That I can speak
Though
My words are not
Always clear 
To those who hear me...

And my say
I often have 
To repeat...

My heart is alone 
For lack  of companionable 
Love!

Oh she's on a 
Wheelchair 
And dependent fully
So a girlfriend and wife
She cannot be
To me...

This is the 
Reaction I always get
When I stumble across 
A likeable guy...

And my heart 
Breaks
For, let's face it
Am human 
With feelings to testify
That am indeed 
Very alive...

So what then, you 
Ask?
Well, I am told 
To focus
On the talents
I have...
This I do
But the
Lonely snail
That is me
Struggles to win
A battle
Of the 
Heart
While living
With
Cerebral Palsy...!

        FREDERIKA MENEZES 

Thursday, 2 April 2020

IN FAITH I HOPE

IN FAITH I HOPE 


Unspoken words
And daunting looks
Silently  tears
Fall
As life upon life
Is forever lost...

The earth breathes 
In dire desperation...

The streets 
Are crowded with
Emptiness...
Springs blooms
But does anyone care?

The sky looms
Azure overhead
And birds sing
Who is it that is
Listening?

From within 
A fish bowl
We look out
For our own
Sake and for
The ones 
We love...

With every breath
We must be grateful 
To be alive
Though we miss
Our neighbors...

When shall we 
See and embrace 
Without fear
See the other's face...
Without reserve
Hold hands and kiss?

Yet some
Wilj cling to
Old animosity
Pointlwssly!

The world sighs
And slowly dies
In Faith I hope
The world 
Does survive...!

        FREDERIKA MENEZES, 

Tuesday, 31 March 2020

IN FAITH


IN FAITH 

On the street 
I stood
And the day 
Was bright...

Across from me
I spotted one friend
Then another 
And soon, the entire
Bunch...

We waved to each other 
With big smiles
And glee
No masks hid
Our faces
As we embraced 
And kissed!

We moved on
Singing happy songs 
And soon 
We were by the
The pastry shop
One of many
Open for all...

In we went 
And bought delights
To please our longing 
For sweet treats, chocolate shakes
And fries...

Then we laughed 
As on we walked 
Holding hands, embracing 
No longer stranger friends!

The sun was warm
And bright
Was the reunion
Of the brave
Who had won
And lived through the 
Battle and humanity's 
Biggest fight...

We celebrated and more
Friends joined us
As we sang in 
Happiness  and praise 
Our spirits rose...

Soon we were 
One big people 
Friends in Faith
Having in our
Midst 
The Lord and 
His saving Grace!

We walked  
We danced
We sang on that day...

We aaw life through 
Renewed sight
We gave thanks for 
Living
And being
Alive...

Then, I woke up 
And I knew 
It waa to be
Soon
A dream come true...!

       FREDERIKA MENEZES 

Tuesday, 18 February 2020

THE DREAM COME ALIVE

THE DREAM COME ALIVE 

She holds her
In her arms...
She rocks her
Gently.

Her dream
Has taken breath
How precious she is...

The world beyond 
Is cruel
It snatches the soul
Leaving the body
Bereft and unwhole.

How can she
Protect the one
She has birthed?

Shall she keep
Her young
Forever in an 
Embrace
Or will it be
Easier to
Hold her prisoner 
Instead of letting 
Her fall
Into the traps
Of bad fate?

She must be 
Happy...
The little one
Must live
And not wilt away
As she did...

How will it
Come to be
The joy of
The living dream?

Tears flow 
Like slow moving
Streams...

She knows
Let her go, she has to
If she wants her 
To live and not
Just be...

One day ,the 
Living dream 
Will hold her own 
Dream come to 
Life..

She will then
Know 
The best way to 
Decide 
On how to 
Let her
Little one 
Live her life...!

           FREDERIKA MENEZES 

Monday, 20 January 2020

WHAT AM I

WHAT AM I 

...A simple question 
I ask...
What am I?

Am I some thing
That to you
Is amusing 
Or a thing
So repulsive?

I wonder 
Am I  an object 
Of mere beauty 
To be admired 
Only?

What if you 
Touch me
What if you
Dare to love 
Me...

Will I shatter 
And will you 
Break
Or will we both live
To face
Radiantly another 
Day?

What am 
I?
A pointed, sharp
Blade...

Or a blunt object 
Useless?

Well you might
Not know
The true me
But I do...

Am a woman 
Without whom
The world 
Would be not...

What am I?
I am life
In abundance...!

      FREDERIKA MENEZES 

WHAT AM I



...A simple question 
I ask...
What am I?

Am I some thing
That to you
Is amusing 
Or a thing
So repulsive?

I wonder 
AmI  an object 
Of mere beauty 
To be admired 
Only...

What if you 
Touch me
What if you
Dare to love 
Me...

Will I shatter
And will you 
Break
Or will we both live
To face
Radiantly another 
Day?

What am 
I?
A pointed, sharp
Blade...

Or a blunt object 
Useless?

Well you might
Nit know
The true me
But I do...

Am a woman 
Without whom
The world 
Wiuld be not...

What am I?
I am life...!

      FREDERIKA MENEZES 

Thursday, 9 January 2020

REQUEST TO BE ALIVE

REQUEST TO  BE ALIVE 

My soul
Is an empty
Shell...
In it, echoes
My heartbeats...

My mind is filled
With words
Written 
Says that to 
My eyes 
Bring tears...

I want to 
Smile and laugh 
Be at peace!

The storm that
Caught me
Was a one of
Feels...
Laughter and thrills
All to me felt
Too real...

I miss them
I will not deny
For in them
I found a hidden 
Life!

I still breathe 
Tbough I wonder 
Why...
I still hope
In being once
Again 
Alive...

Empty soul, echo
My heartbeats no more...
Mind, start afresh
Let me know 
Myself bubbly, carefree self
Again...!

                    FREDERIKA MENEZES