Friday 24 April 2020

LIVING WITH CEREBRAL PALSY

LIVING WITH CEREBRAL PALSY 

Of my condition 
I narely truly complain 
Or talk
But something now
Makes me want to
Open up..

So read me out...

Living the way
I do
Is a challenge 
To say the least 
And am putting it
Politely...

Seriously though 
I am like a
Snail 
In a shell
My mind tells my body
To behave 
But it listens not
Thereby creating 
Physical movements so grave!

I have a voice
And am grateful 
That I can speak
Though
My words are not
Always clear 
To those who hear me...

And my say
I often have 
To repeat...

My heart is alone 
For lack  of companionable 
Love!

Oh she's on a 
Wheelchair 
And dependent fully
So a girlfriend and wife
She cannot be
To me...

This is the 
Reaction I always get
When I stumble across 
A likeable guy...

And my heart 
Breaks
For, let's face it
Am human 
With feelings to testify
That am indeed 
Very alive...

So what then, you 
Ask?
Well, I am told 
To focus
On the talents
I have...
This I do
But the
Lonely snail
That is me
Struggles to win
A battle
Of the 
Heart
While living
With
Cerebral Palsy...!

        FREDERIKA MENEZES 

Thursday 2 April 2020

IN FAITH I HOPE

IN FAITH I HOPE 


Unspoken words
And daunting looks
Silently  tears
Fall
As life upon life
Is forever lost...

The earth breathes 
In dire desperation...

The streets 
Are crowded with
Emptiness...
Springs blooms
But does anyone care?

The sky looms
Azure overhead
And birds sing
Who is it that is
Listening?

From within 
A fish bowl
We look out
For our own
Sake and for
The ones 
We love...

With every breath
We must be grateful 
To be alive
Though we miss
Our neighbors...

When shall we 
See and embrace 
Without fear
See the other's face...
Without reserve
Hold hands and kiss?

Yet some
Wilj cling to
Old animosity
Pointlwssly!

The world sighs
And slowly dies
In Faith I hope
The world 
Does survive...!

        FREDERIKA MENEZES,