Sunday, 15 June 2014

DESERT WORLD WANDERER

DESERT WORLD WANDERER

Not alone
On this desert road
I stand…

I have walked miles to
Where I now am
To be met by stale breaths
Of a forgotten giant
That slumbers
Upon my arrival to this
Arid land…

My soul is parched
I yearn for the thing
That owns the promise
Of quenching solitude…

My eyes perceive not
What my heart seeks
My sight grows weary
I blink tears!

Life in tatters
I start to walk
Swirls of dust at my heels
I head for the one place
I know…
 I creak open the door
Stepping in, I am aware
I am lonely
No longer just alone…

There are some drinking
That water which drowns pains
And helps forget mistakes
Or so, I have heard it said!

I think I shall try it
Have a swig of
This water
Maybe I’ll like it
Might be I will join the many…

I desire it not though
How can sipping the drink of drunkards
Soothe my wailing
Thirsty soul…?

A misfit in this desert world
I walk out and on the dusty road…!

                                                                     FREDERIKA MENEZES

Thursday, 3 April 2014

Gratitude

BEAUTIFULLY POWERFUL

I have a friend
She is awesome
She can amaze, and make
One’s day
At no charge
But by just the calling of her name…

There was a time
When this friend of mine
Was estranged
From me…
I did not know it then
But I missed her dearly!

She was and always has been
Beside my own self
Quiet and waiting
For me to speak her name
Meaningfully…
This I did, though only casually…

I spoke her name as if it were
Just another word or two
It never brought me real joy
When I said ‘Thanks’ or ‘Thank you’…
I often heard many others
And how  they gushed joyously
When they
Said my friend’s name…
It would strike me as odd
That I felt not the same…
I also wondered rather irritably
How could others be good friends
With my friend?
She was my friend, mine, my very own
Wasn’t she?

I let this thoughtful question
Slip out loud
And she heard it…
In answer she said very simply,
“Call on me with sincere feeling
And to you I shall give reasons to smile
I merely am Acknowledgement
To every good thing in your life!”

I understood my wrong
Accepting my friend’s wise words
From deep in my heart
I summoned her
To the forefront of my everyday life…

Gratitude
This is her heroic name
Beautifully powerful
Simply and marvelously weaved
In my life, by my side she
Now forever, stays!

                                                   FREDERIKA MENEZES

Thursday, 20 March 2014

HAPPY INTERNATIONAL HAPPY DAY!!!

HAPPINESS

I walked down the street
As though in a dream…
Around me life passed by
The hurry, the worry
The unending strife…

Before my eyes
I saw none of this…
My mind had received an urgent
Message from my heart
Saying ‘Dream!’

Loyally my head began to work
My eyes saw a baby elephant
Trumpeting aloud as it ran
Between the traffic’s ins and outs…

I crossed paths with cars and buses, bikes and trucks
And as they went their way and I went mine
Smiling, I told myself,
‘What a variety of scent bottles these are…’
I breathed in smells of
Lavender, Jasmine, Rose and Lime!

In this way
I went on
Street to street
Block to block
Dreaming a happy time!

Every whiles I set my eyes on
Scowling, bitter and secretive faces
I pictured the folks wearing these expressions
As living posters of them whose happiness had been stolen!

I waved and said hello, pretended to not know
Which way to go…
They told me, each one in turn
Curtly, grumpily they spoke
But then I smiled in thanks
And when this I did, their faces lit!

And from my heart, I made a wish
That their happiness to them
Be returned quickly…
Then I walked home
Happier than before
My mind at ease, my heart dancing
With every beat…

To bring forth happiness from
A single wish, a fun thought
What a gift to share with oneself
And an unhappy lot!

                                                                FREDERIKA MENEZES

Wednesday, 12 February 2014

for...Valentine's Day

Valentine's Day is just a day or two away...so, I thought about it anddecided it was not only too commercialised  but also a rather cheap occasion people use to use those they claim to love, be in love with...  I wrote this poem.
Happy Valentine's Day in advance!

THE THREE WORDS

Three little words
Scrawled on a no longer
Blank page…
Words so small
Yet they take up every inch
Of space…

 ‘Where are you?’
Is what they ask
A hidden sentiment
Behind a question mark…

‘I await you…’
Is what they subtly say
With emotion
Heavily veiled…

‘How much longer…?’
It is what the words
Long to know…
Should they go on
Without the other half
Of the whole!
The words have life
You see
But of course, they in themselves
Are incomplete!

Like a drawn bow
With no arrow…
A lyric
But not a song…
Lips that blow kisses
That never are returned…
Arms that hug a self
Not ever a someone else….
A heart that beats and feels
Inside a soul
Who’s thoughts no one knows…

Such is the life
Of the three words
Scrawled…
On a page
Across a face
In a thoughtful sigh
On the lips of a quiet smile…

Three words that hold
So much meaning
But are used wrong
In today’s world
If spoken or written at all…!

                                                            FREDERIKA MENEZES

Tuesday, 31 December 2013

CHEERS TO 2014


                     WITH A PRAYERFUL HEART

As another year
Draws to a close
Like a story book
It was written and ends
Just so…

The hand that scribbles
Gives us hope, adventure, dreams
The One who wrote the year for us
Makes sure we believe in Him!

I am here to thank
The Author, the Creator, the Artist
For filling my life this year
With the following gifts:

The present and presence
Of my family
Their love and understanding
For their just being with me.

For my best friends, my dear friends
They number few
But how happy I am
That for another year
They have been true!

Am grateful for the
Trying times
When all felt lost
Hopeless and discouraging…
I might not have appreciated
Freedom from it all
Had I not felt bound by unseen
Cords…

And for moments of joy and laughter
After some tears shed
Let me say, I am glad!

Thank You Lord
For these 365 days
At each dawn and dusk
You have me believe
Trust and Accept
Your ways!

I loved the year and all it brought
And I wish with a
Prayerful heart
That the New Year be
Just as wonderful if not more glorious
Than this last, was!
                                                FREDERIKA MENEZES

Monday, 16 December 2013

The Hill Palace

The following is a short story inspired by the sad fact that many a building here are not equipped with lifts/elevators or if they are, they are often unused due to very often petty easily soluble situations thus making it hard/impossible to access the floors above ground level...

                                                                       The Hill Palace
                                                                                          - Frederika Menezes
Once upon a time, in a Hill land, a handsome and very generous king lived in castle that had been built on a hill – it had the appearance of rugged stairs.
the palace was old and had its own charm but as the days, weeks, months and years drew on, those attending court began to feel rather fatigued – having to go up the rugged stairs and back down again as many times as they required the king to meet them and they him.
The king sought a solution – asking his best advisors who themselves were aging of the hill climbing but no solution was to be found.

This upset the king greatly and though very young still, he took to his bed, sick.
Days, weeks, months passed and though his physicians attended him giving him the best treatment, the very generous king slowly grew worse much to the worry of his people who loved him very very much and who would often stand at the base of that hill singing songs of well being to their king.

How he longed to go down the hill to meet them and say to them that yes he was okay but alas! the mere thought of climbing down the hill and back up again made his head spin violently  and his bowels loose so that he inevitably passed out in a royal mess…sad…

A long time passed and one by one the lord and ladies, all the dignitaries stopped going to court and even the king himself rarely left his bedchamber.
Now, like all great monarchs, our generous king had certain enemies who while he stayed indisposed, took to waging wars against the kingdom, in time invading it.

The kingdom having been invaded so many times, none of the land’s inhabitants remained but having been taken away as  booty people from the enemy lands started to live there.
All through this, the king remained isolated in his castle which despite the invasions, had not been occupied by the enemy rulers.

Hardly anyone remained within the castle walls -  only the king and his memories! not even a single soldier or anyone who might have looked after the king and guard him as in the old days.

The king was very old looking now and wandered about by himself in the vast chambers and grew eventually weary of being there alone. The illness had left him only to be replaced by laziness and he continued to live on rationed food. How he used to live and eat!

It brought on bitter weeping and the palace walls echoed of his wailing cries.

It so happened that at that moment, on that very night that the king cried, a witch maiden was hiking up the hillside. She heard the crying and knew at once that the long forgotten and often believed dead king lived! Not desiring to use magic for fear someone might see and get her in trouble, as the present folk weren't tolerant to witches and magic, she dashed down the hill and went about inspecting the base. 

Turning to look around to see if any nosey busybody was watching but finding none, she risked magic and blew the spell of visibility at the base of the hill on which stood the castle.
The spell was meant to find another way in and out of the palace hill climbing and lo and behold! she found it.

It was a wide iron gateway and beyond, a path that led right up to the palace’s majestic doors. Concealing the gateway by magic again, she went home and on that same night sent out messages through the lands to the inhabitants of the Hill land to return for there was no way their king was dead and that a very clever lady in the realm had discovered the unknown gateway.
In the following weeks a rebellion broke - inhabitants of the Hill land returned and started to drive out by fighting and threats the enemy folk. The witch maiden was with them using her powers fearlessly now.

The generous king, alerted by the noise and battle cries far below decided to attempt one final time to climb down the rugged stairs.
It took him many a day but he would not give up – he had let his kingdom down once before but that was all in the past – by the time he did reach the base of the hill, it all did feel like the past. The king fell in a mighty faint!

When next he opened his eyes, he was staring up at his own bed canopy rich and new. Then there were many voices all around, music and jesting, and laughter… Like old times! he thought and quickly got out of bed and dressing hurried to court.

The king felt, like all the lords and ladies in court who though young were sons and daughters, grandsons and so forth of the previous generation, alive! 

Let me now make this story which has gone on long enough, short.

The kingdom of Hill land was restored to its former splendor and joy – the king once more looked quite young and seeking out the witch maiden, rewarded her generously indeed. He made her chief advisor and head of his royal army and in charge of the safety of the entire realm.

The palace was now accessible to everyone and easily – often times even toddlers were found crawling to the royal doors! 

Thursday, 12 September 2013

Alone Love Sits

The tragic happenings in the Middle East (Syria, Turkey...) is too sad to try and  comprehend. The following poem is inspired by these happenings. I take no joy in this poem but wish to share it with all. May it all be resolved as it is to be.
- Frederika Menezes

ALONE LOVE SITS
Amid debris of yesterday
And ever rising pillars of spoken
Broken promises
Striding among memories
Hurting,
She falls…

The world that once was
No more stands
Like a watered down
Tortured
Reflection of her own self…
It is all gone
With the twist of a phrase
What is she to make
Of her pain?

Cries slip from her lips
Sobs no one hears
In her world of barefaced
Fear…

In the eye of her memory
Colors are bright
Scenes of a long past
Unravel themselves
By her willingness to replace
The dreariness of her present…
She hears the laughter
She senses the thoughts
She sees what is not
But what was…

A smile escapes from the midst
Of falling tear drops!
 Arid life is what
Engulfs her being
Unconcealed sorrow
Clings itself to her soul…

Battles she has fought
Have left their scars upon her inner whole…

My gaze is on her
I look from afar
Such beauty meets my eye
I can barely look long
Her tears are a heavy free fall…

I flee, letting her be
By her own self
Amid the crumbles
Of a history!

Unknown, untold
Bare and recognizable
Love, she sits alone…                           

                                                          ©FREDERIKA MENEZES 2013