Saturday, 20 March 2021

THE OYSTER CALLED WORLD L

THE OYSTER CALLED WORLD 

I saw them
At me, smile...
Surely they liked
Me, I thought 
Let me go
Hangout with them a
While...

Decided, I!

As my wheelchair 
I rolled
Fast as can be, filled 
Was I 
With a sense
Of belonging...

As I neared, I 
Saw their smiles
Grow to toothy
Grins and wicked 
Laughs!

Why were they 
Laughing so?
I wanted to know.

Reading curiosity 
On my face
The first said 
That though beautiful 
I was a physical disgrace...

And then turned away!

The second nodded 
Adding that though I 
Spoke, my voice 
Was a garble of words
And perhaps I couldn't 
Even understand or hear...

The second turned 
And left
As well!

A frown creased
My brow
Why were they leaving 
Hadn't they beckoned
To me 
With friendly smiles?
I wondered...

The last remained
Standing a while
Grinning...

Kneeling then spoke
To me
Underlying what already 
Was said
Added a thing or two 
More...

I was apparently 
Beautifully pretty
And intelligently smart
But lack I did
The ability 
To capture the walking 
Heart...

I was being admired 
For my smile 
And pretty face alone!

A sad melancholy 
Stole over me
As I turned to 
The sleepy sun...

A gently wind
Caressed and embraced 
Me.. 
A butterfly kissed 
My lips!

I was the beastly beauty 
Of a pearl
In the oyster called 
World...!
      
               FREDERIKA MENEZES 
        

Tuesday, 29 December 2020

2021, WELCOME ALREADY


2021, WELCOME ALRÈADY


 Dear 2020
It's time to 
Say bye bye eesh
And for all you 
Have brought me
I confess,I don't love it...

So with you, take it!

2021
You're a year yet
Unborn
And in you, I the world
Place the following 
Order...

Love and joy 
Success and Beauty unbounded 
With freedom to
Smile and laugh unhindered...

365 days
Bring me these
That I caught up
In these, I may forget 
What was 
And instead 
Revel in what is...

Riģht. Off you go
2020
Off of my calendar 
Man, you have been 
Creepy!

2021
Make me proud 
That in you I shall sing
And dance 
About knowing you...!

         FREDERIKA MENEZES 

Wednesday, 2 December 2020

FAIRIES, IN YOU I BELIEVE

FAIRIES, IN YOU I BELIEVE 

Sprinkle fairy dust 
Over me
That what I wish
In my heart of hearts
Might be real...

For, my wish is 
Ever so child like 
And true...

Flutter fairy wings
Upon my every breath 
That I may
Inhale the goodness alone
Leaving the bad
Aside...

This I believe, is my 
Life's right!

Oh fairies 
So magically beautiful 
Spread your beauty
In these present moments 
Of my life...

That the tormenting fog
May change and be 
Joyful, pretty and a
Delight to live in...

Fairies, in you I 
Truly believe 
Let me not down
Rather grant me the 
Wishes
I have penned here 
In this poetic rhyme...!

        FREDERIKA MENEZES2

Saturday, 23 May 2020

WITHIN UNSTEADY ARMS

WITHIN UNSTEADY ARMS 

We cradle life
In our 
Unsteady arms...
Unsteady from tiredness
From hurt and 
Loneliness...

We cradle life and
Watch it grow
Entraced, we wonder
How time
Flows!

With each breath
To life, hope we p
Try to give
Cradling gently 
Precariously 
As we live...

For the world 
Is nasty
Forcing our hand
In doing it's will...

It's tough
Yet we do our best...

We cradle life
Not just the now
Born
But our own
And that of
Our beloved's one...

Life, yes precious life
Stay close to
The heart that loves
And within the
Arms that
Unsteadily cradle you
Yet not once
Letting you l

Fall
Therein remain...!


         FREDERIKA MENEZES 

Thursday, 14 May 2020

WHAT WE FEAR

WHAT WE FEAR

It's in our
Hearts...
Lurking in the corners
Of our souls...

It's a feeling 
Strong
That only love 
Can overturn!

For, love is joy
Laughter and smiles 
It is the exact
Opposite of what 
Lurks quiet
In the dark recesses
Of our minds...

We fear, fear
And it takes 
Control 
Oh if only
We all knew
That 
Love is 
So much more powerful...!

          FREDERIKA MENEZES

Friday, 24 April 2020

LIVING WITH CEREBRAL PALSY

LIVING WITH CEREBRAL PALSY 

Of my condition 
I narely truly complain 
Or talk
But something now
Makes me want to
Open up..

So read me out...

Living the way
I do
Is a challenge 
To say the least 
And am putting it
Politely...

Seriously though 
I am like a
Snail 
In a shell
My mind tells my body
To behave 
But it listens not
Thereby creating 
Physical movements so grave!

I have a voice
And am grateful 
That I can speak
Though
My words are not
Always clear 
To those who hear me...

And my say
I often have 
To repeat...

My heart is alone 
For lack  of companionable 
Love!

Oh she's on a 
Wheelchair 
And dependent fully
So a girlfriend and wife
She cannot be
To me...

This is the 
Reaction I always get
When I stumble across 
A likeable guy...

And my heart 
Breaks
For, let's face it
Am human 
With feelings to testify
That am indeed 
Very alive...

So what then, you 
Ask?
Well, I am told 
To focus
On the talents
I have...
This I do
But the
Lonely snail
That is me
Struggles to win
A battle
Of the 
Heart
While living
With
Cerebral Palsy...!

        FREDERIKA MENEZES 

Thursday, 2 April 2020

IN FAITH I HOPE

IN FAITH I HOPE 


Unspoken words
And daunting looks
Silently  tears
Fall
As life upon life
Is forever lost...

The earth breathes 
In dire desperation...

The streets 
Are crowded with
Emptiness...
Springs blooms
But does anyone care?

The sky looms
Azure overhead
And birds sing
Who is it that is
Listening?

From within 
A fish bowl
We look out
For our own
Sake and for
The ones 
We love...

With every breath
We must be grateful 
To be alive
Though we miss
Our neighbors...

When shall we 
See and embrace 
Without fear
See the other's face...
Without reserve
Hold hands and kiss?

Yet some
Wilj cling to
Old animosity
Pointlwssly!

The world sighs
And slowly dies
In Faith I hope
The world 
Does survive...!

        FREDERIKA MENEZES,